I feel like I’m sinking in quicksand and there’s a sturdy branch I can hold onto in front of me, but I can’t reach it because if I move too much I’ll sink even further
I’m so annoyed right now. I’m tired of not getting mad on time. What I mean is, someone will say something to me that bothers me/makes me feel disrespected, I’ll either acknowledge it in the nicest way ever, joke with the person and tell them that I’m not really mad, or leave it alone, all in the name of diplomacy. As a result, I’m the one left feeling hurt and pissed off. In sick of that shit.
I’m not saying that I’m gonna start being a monster or a bitch. I find that whole, “Look at me, IDGAF; I’m an asshole” attitude annoying and immature as fuck. What I AM gonna do is address things as SOON as they come up, and if it rubs the person the wrong way, ah well. I can’t go through life angry, all for the sake of sparing someone else’s feelings.
I really feel like backhanding a koala bear right now…